MomMomMom
You think i'm Insensative When I ignore you when you talk about how sad you feel about losing your mother 10 years ago.
Its not that I'm Insensitive, its that I dont want to feel that pain before I have to Because when I do know how it feels, you wont be there to make it better and It will most likley destroy me.
and I've been known to lie awake at night, thinking of how terrifying the world will be without you in it.
MaskI wear this mask upon my face This mask that sits askew I wear this mask to hide myself To hide away from youMask
My mask has pretty feathers And glitter all around It sits askew upon my face There to hide my frown
Behind the mask that sits askew Sits pain you never knew Things that haunt me daily Things caused by you
It has been decidedI have decided You can not Die There is no way that it can happen I am a very selfish person And I have decided, that you can simply not do that I would appreciate you obeying this directionIt has been decided
You have yet to teach me the subtle difference between a Trifector and that other thingy (see i dont even know its name) you are yet to tell me the secrets of selling a home Of Pruning a Hedge or why you shut off every switch in the house before you leave it Who will do that if you leave? Who will call me with random Anecdotes about nothing And talk about horses for hours
BootsTo the First man I ever called Dad, Daddy, boots.Boots
Its to late now to ever take back the years i've lost Its to late now to say i'm sorry Its to late now to fix it, and live the childhood i should have had.
But I want to thank you. Thank you for the glimpse you gave me The love you shared The life you so freely gave of.
I want to thank you for
Macguyver, and the bubble blower pocket knife
I want to thank you for "fuck you and your horses to" I want to thank you for the tickle fights The firemans slide hiding me behind you when playing spo
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Ameas Qua.
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